She had learned many things. After all was said and done she hadn't wanted to learn any of it; most of the time she simply had no other choice. But no matter how much mental rearrangement she experienced - and it was a lot - she never lost the picture she had hung in the corner of her mind. The picture of the plains. Even though she would make the trip, find her way slowly, painfully, and near the end of her journey arrive at a place better than she could have hoped for, she never cleaned her mental house completely; she always kept her picture of the plains. Much of her outside life was cosmopolitan, intellectually stimulating and rewarding. Not just educated; smart. She found herself in Boston, New York, Munich and Aruba; it was language and letters, opera and plays and she participated as well as observed. With her inside life she struggled. She faced psychologists, psychiatrists, counselors and mental institutions, churches and assorted religious quests, child ...